Saturday, April 24, 2010

Right About Time - The Freedom of a Netbook

I'm sitting outside on my terrace right now, enjoying the warm, sunny spring afternoon, and writing on my new Dell Inspiron Mini Netbook. I got this laptop several weeks ago, and am still getting used to using it. But it's awesome to be able to use my word processing program to write, anytime and anywhere.

I know - I'm sort of behind the times here, haha! Laptop computers have been around for 20 years or more. I remember seeing ads for Apple's Powerbooks in the early 1990s. And around that same time, when I attended a local, ongoing, small group writing workshop, led by writing instructor and author Laura Shore, there was a fellow writer, Brian, who worked at IBM - he'd bring his IBM ThinkPad to class and read his work in progress from its screen. I remember being fascinated by it, and by the idea that it could be used to write anytime, anywhere.

Of course, it's always been pretty easy to write anytime and anywhere, by simply using a paper notebook and pen or pencil. Spiral notebooks and bound journals have always served me well, and I still use them for journaling and for taking notes and making outlines for writing projects. There are rows of filled and empty notebooks and journals lining my bookcases, and stacks of them in bins in my storage space. I think I'll always do some form of writing with paper and pen.

One of my favorite books on writing is Writing Down the Bones (1986, Shambala Publicatons, Inc.), by author, writing instructor and Zen practitioner Natalie Goldberg. In the first chapter, "Beginner's Mind, Pen and Paper," she says, "First, consider the pen you write with. It should be a fast writing pen, because your thoughts are always much faster than your hand. ... You want to be able to feel the connection and texture of the pen on paper. Think, too, about your notebook. It is important. This is your equipment, like hammer and nails to a carpenter. (Feel fortunate - for very little money you are in business!) ... Give yourself a lot of space in which to explore writing."

I agree with the idea that writing is an inexpensive vocation, especially compared to other art forms. Like painting, which requires costly paints, brushes and canvases. At least, the art materials seemed pretty expensive to me, when I worked in an art supply store - the materials required for a basic college painting class added up to a few hundred dollars. Or music - I played the flute when I was in school, and I had a basic, serviceable student model. But I'm aware that nowadays, even student-quality flutes cost several hundred dollars, while professional-quality ones are priced in the thousands. Or photography - Ian has invested a lot of money on his cameras and equipment, and on printing and framing his works.

Natalie Goldberg adds, "Sometimes, instead of writing in a notebook, you might want to directly type out your thoughts. Writing is physical and is affected by the equipment you use. In typing, your fingers hit keys, and the result is block, black letters: a different aspect of yourself may come out. ... Handwriting is more connected to the movement of the heart."

I like the distinction she makes between typing and handwriting. I also find that's easier to express my day to day thoughts and feelings in a journal. There's just something so visceral in letting it all out in ink on paper. Writing is, in some ways, like "open[ing] a vein," as sportswriter Walter Wellesley "Red" Smith famously described it. I think I'll always journal in notebooks.

But I've gotten used to typing out my writing on a computer. I find it easy now to compose a rough draft, reworking passages and correcting typos and grammatical errors as I go along. And, even if I'm just writing a blog, or posting on a message board, I'm still careful in how I express my words, making sure they're clearly stated and understandable, and that I'm still following the rules of grammar and style, and not resorting to lazy shortcuts that tend to be widely used in online writing.

Now that I have a Netbook, I hope I'll write more often and in more places. There's a great feeling of freedom in not being tethered to a desk. I can truly write anytime, anywhere. I can spend every nice day this spring and summer writing outside. I can write in the B & N cafe on my breaks from work, or before or after my shifts. I can write while relaxing on the living room couch, with my feet up on the coffee table. I can even write in bed! My Netbook is lightweight and portable, and as long as there's a Wi-fi connection, I can also go online anywhere. That's great for research, or fact-checking - how else would I have found out who said the often-quoted "open a vein" remark, if not for Google and Wikipedia?

I just have to make sure I don't fall into the black hole of aimless web-surfing, when I'm supposed to be writing instead! I admit, that's so easy to succumb to doing. Like always, I have to stay disciplined, and keep my mind on the goal of finishing a work in progress. And hopefully, this Netbook will enable more of my works-in-progress to finally be finished. Time will tell if it does help me to be more productive in my writing. For now, I'm just enjoying the freedom of writing anytime, anyplace!

Saturday, March 27, 2010

Right About Time - Writing Stimulus

This is my first blog post since New Year's Day - as usual, I started out the New Year with good intentions and writing aspirations, but somehow seemed to fizzle out.

For the past couple of months, I've felt blocked in my writing and blah in general. I could blame it on my suspected seasonal depression; or my insomnia; or my stress, frustration and dissatisfaction with my current day-to-day situation. But I don't want to make excuses anymore - I want to get back to feeling creative, feeling inspired, and to writing.

Today's SCBWI Shop Talk meeting at the bookstore was just the writing stimulus that I needed. I went with Michelle - it was the first meeting I've been to since October, when store events and group meetings went on a 2-month hiatus for the holiday season. Then, at the end of January, Kim S. and I missed the meeting because we attended the SCBWI conference in New York City. And last month, a massive snowstorm and power outage that weekend kept me and many others homebound.

Today's group was huge - there were 19 people squeezed around the large meeting table and in another row of folding chairs. It was great to see the familiar faces of SCBWI regulars: group moderator Val; Karen O. (www.karenkaufmanorloff.com); Della (www.dellarossferreri.com); Kim (www.kimmiepoppins.livejournal.com and www.kimberlysabatini.blogspot.com); Karen S.; Bill; Laurie; Janine; Shiloh; and Heather.

Val has been submitting her novel about a 13-year-old girl who's in the burn unit of a hospital - it sounds like an excellent story; I'd love to read it. Karen O. showed us the mock-up of her soon-to-be-published picture book, I Wanna New Room, the sequel to I Wanna Iguana, and Della shared her latest published picture book, Star of the Show. Both are wonderfully-illustrated stories that should easily capture kids' interests and imaginations. Kim read her adorable, energetic counting book manuscript, Muggly, showing the number of ways that a little kid can turn an moth into an unlikely friend. She also sent her Young Adult book, Touching the Surface, to an agent and got a "good rejection" - with a lot of positive, constructive feedback. Karen S. has submitted her middle-grade historical novel to an agent, and is looking forward to a reply. She's read passages from it during several meetings - it's well-written and descriptive and has great potential to be published. Bill read us his amusing poem about a boy who's been trapped in a school locker by bullies and is trying to use his cell phone to call the principal to help him get out. Laurie, a middle-school teacher, assigned 500 students to write books for NaNoWriMo (National Novel Writing Month) in November - she said it was a success; the kids had great enthusiasm for writing their books. And her humorous play, The Ransom of Miss Elverna Dower, about a class of students who kidnap their teacher, recently won a playwriting award.

There were several newcomers too - I can't remember all the names, but Carol is an illustrator who shared her portfolio of beautifully imaginative artwork with us; Marisa gave us a synopsis of her Spanish -language picture book about two brothers who lose their pet hamster; and Jean read us her inspirational parenting article. It's always great to see new faces - I hope they'll be interested in coming to future meetings.

We also spent a lot of time discussing the upcoming local Eastern NY Regional Conference - Val, Karen O., Della, and Karen S. are some of the planners, and they've put together what sounds like a great line-up for the June 12th event. The keynote speaker will be Caldecott-winning picture book author Emily Arnold McCully, and sessions will feature Scholastic Books' editor Dianne Hess; Eve Adler, editor at Henry Holt Books for Young Readers; Ellen Wittlinger, author of several notable middle-grade and young adult books; award-wining author-illustrator Peter McCarty; and Mary Watson, Creative Director of Shenanigan Books.

Manuscript and artwork critique consultations are already filling up - I've got to send in my registration soon, so I can hopefully get a critique session. Michelle and I had a question for the conference organizers - what would be the best work to send in for a critique: a portion of a finished manuscript that's been critiqued before, or something new? I thought it might be beneficial to get some professional feedback on a new work, but Karen O., Val, Della and Karen S. all said we should show our very best work, with the hope of connecting with someone who'll want to see more of it.

So Michelle is going to send in again the first part of her middle-grade novel, Blackboard, and I decided to re-submit the first chapter of What Luck. I've had the manuscript critiqued three times already - author KL Going and her editor, Kathy Dawson, both gave positive and constructive feedback. And agent Liza Voges couldn't relate well to the story premise. I'll see what happens this year, and hopefully the feedback will spur me to finally finish the book and get it ready for submission.

After the meeting ended, Michelle, Kim, Janine, Karen S., Della, Val and I continued our writing discussion over lunch in the bookstore cafe. We each got to talk about our work, and about our writing experiences, more in depth. Our talk was so inspiring that I wished we could go on all afternoon. But I'm glad to say the writing stimulus has continued, even after I came home to the computer and to this blog, for the first time in months.

So now I feel renewed energy for my writing - I hope it lasts. And I have a new writing goal - to keep working on What Luck, so I may have a first draft of the book finished in time for the June conference. And also, to make sure my first chapter is at its polished best, and ready for another critique. I'll keep my fingers crossed for more positive feedback, and hopefully some professional interest in the rest of the story. And I wish for the same positive critique outcome, for my fellow SCBWI writing peers and friends.

Saturday, January 2, 2010

Rite About Time - New Year's Day 2010 Blog Reboot

So, it’s a new year, a new decade, and time for a re-boot of this blog. I’m keeping this one, rather than starting yet another blog, because I only had 14 posts last year, so there’s plenty of room for many more this year. And I like the format and topic of this blog. Hopefully, this year I’ll be able to develop this blog enough to be able to express my thoughts and ideas about writing, time, and life in general.

Today was New Year’s Day, and I’m glad to say it was a productive day, a good way to start 2010.

I woke up to Ian cueing up U2’s “New Year’s Day,” our first-song-of-the-new-year ritual. Bonos’ words, “I… I will begin again” reminded me to consciously make my goals for the year, even if only in my mind.

I’ll write them out here now:

- Work more on my writing projects. Mainly, to finally finish writing my “neverending novel. Actually I have three novels in the works now – but I definitely want to pick one and stick with it until the end. I’ll still make notes and outlines for the other stories though, and even sketch out rough drafts of scenes for them, whenever my mind turns to them. But I do want my main focus to be to finish one book by the end of this year. That’s been my main goal of each new year, for way too many years. Hopefully, I’ll see it through this time.

- Write more blog posts here, and on Facebook and MySpace. I know how important it is for writers to have a presence on the Internet. So I want to develop this blog into something interesting enough to draw some readers, and maybe even get some comments on it. I need to build my identity as a writer, even if I’m not published yet. It’s a way of taking my writing more seriously, and of committing to a writing career.

- Work on other, shorter forms of writing – like articles and short stories. I’ve always envied my writing friends like Michelle, who’s now an internationally published poet; and Rich and Lisa, who have written and published excellent short stories; for their ability to write in shorter forms while they also work on their novel projects. They get the satisfaction of having some finished works, as well as having credits for their writing resumes. I’m glad to say that I did actually write a complete 10-page short story today – I started it this afternoon, and finished it just before I started writing this blog. It’s just a piece of “fan fiction” (a story that borrows characters from an already established work, like a book, movie or TV show) so I can’t do anything with it, unless I want to post it on a fan fiction forum. But even writing fan fiction can help me to hone the skills needed to write short pieces of my own. And I proved to myself that I can write and finish a complete story, which is something I haven’t done in a long time.

- Take better care of my health.

- Take better care of my finances.

- Become a full-time driver.

- Try to keep a positive attitude.

- Appreciate all the great people in my life, and let them know it.

- Be the best person I can be and do my part (however big or small) to help make this world a better place.

So, my goals are pretty much the same every new year – but hopefully this year, I’ll be able to achieve some of them.

It’s late now (3:30 am) and I’m going to stop for now and try to get some sleep. I’ve had insomnia for several months now, but hopefully I can work on beating it, and maybe I’ll be able to be in better health this year.

So far, I’m feeling pretty positive about 2010 – I know every year has its ups and downs. But hopefully I’ll be able to maintain that positivity, and achieve another goal for this year!

Happy 2010!